DEDICATING THIS YEAR TO THE MEMORY OF MY GRANDFATHER STANLEY H. CROW &
THE ENDURING SPIRIT OF MY GRANDFATHER
FREDERICK O. LANPHEAR

To Be of Use

The people I love the best
jump into work head first
without dallying in the shallows
and swim off with sure strokes almost out of sight.
They seem to become natives of that element,
the black sleek heads of seals
bouncing like half submerged balls.
I love people who harness themselves, an ox to a heavy cart,
who pull like water buffalo, with massive patience,
who strain in the mud and the muck to move things forward,
who do what has to be done, again and again.
I want to be with people who submerge
in the task, who go into the fields to harvest
and work in a row and pass the bags along,
who stand in the line and haul in their places,
who are not parlor generals and field deserters
but move in a common rhythm
when the food must come in or the fire be put out.
The work of the world is common as mud.
Botched, it smears the hands, crumbles to dust.
But the thing worth doing well done
has a shape that satisfies, clean and evident.
Greek amphoras for wine or oil,
Hopi vases that held corn, are put in museums
but you know they were made to be used.
The pitcher cries for water to carry
and a person for work that is real.
~ Marge Piercy ~


Tuesday, April 12, 2011

A beautiful feeling! Inside and out!




Ok so let me start out by saying sorry for not keeping up on my blog, I know it has been awhile. But where to start? I can't say that I have been up to too much (meaning crazy, incredible, outrageous things), but I can say that I have been and still am enjoying myself more then everrrrrr :) I have been a little stressed with school, just because we have a lot of tests and projects and so on at this moment, but at the end of this week I start a much needed spring break!

It is so wonderful to be in a place that I can feel so at home in, I was realizing that yes I will be going back to Seattle in less then 3 months time, but to be honest its hard to think about that, because I feel so comfortable here, so natural and at home. I will always remember the streets of Molde, the way to my school from home, the different ways of getting to friends houses and so on. Its such a cool feeling, and I feel so blessed to get to experience it. I have the hardest time excepting that I have nearly just 2 and a half months left in this incredible place, I don't want to talk about it to much, but the thought of leaving brings tears to my eyes. I love Molde, and everything and everyone here.

Last night I had a presentation on the U.S. with all the AFS people in Molde, it was a great experience to get to talk about my country, friends family and home in seattle. It was also a great experience to be able to describe, explain, and express myself all in Norwegian, and it was also nice to hear all the responses afterward :) they really boosted my confidence. I have really begun to feel confident in the language, there is a certain security I feel now that I can understand and speak the language fairly well. It is so nice to be able to sit and listen and converse with people, to laugh and make jokes with friends and family in a different language. It really is the best feeling to finally realize that if I just allow myself to feel confident, I can speak a new language without much to no effort. and I must say that it is sooooooooooooooooooo cool to think and dream in a different language!! That finally started happening only just a few weeks ago, and it was an amazing feeling! (of course after I am done writing this I will be thinking in English again, but its all good I'll get back to Norwegian in the mornin') ;)

I have always thought Molde was a beautiful place, but recently as spring is showing up it has become this completely new incredible stunning place, and I can even imagine what its going to look like in a month or so. I'll make sure to take many pictures over the next couple month, so that I can share the beauty with all of you!

Well I need to hit the sack, got a English exam in the mornin' so i need my sleep :p

Love to all, and hope all is well!

Pics!
(The Picture of Kaizer (dog) is from a walk we took today) was beautiful out today!

(The picture of the Fjord and the mountains in the background was from a ski day with my school) Wow! how it couldn't have been nice out!

(The cute picture of CC and her friend was from the first Molde Fotball klubb home game) was super awesome, even though it was just a tie 2-2 :)

Friday, March 4, 2011

Taking advantage of the time I have left!

I have been here almost six and a half months now, and I can really feel how fast the time is flying by. haha Im gonna be honest it has become difficult to write in english, so excuse me if I have some grammatical or spelling errors. This adventure in all has been an extremely life changing experience, and I am more the thrilled that I had the opportunity to do it. I think doing this, has opened many doors in my future, and really opened up doors in my mind to new possibilities, wether it is in my carrier choices or life choices. I now have this urge to go out and explore all parts of the world, and really get a feeling for the way other cultures live, and see the way things are done. I really do believe that this is the best start for me, and I know that Norway is not a dramatic change from my life in Seattle, but it has given me the confidence to become an individual, away from my parents and friends that have always been there for me. I now feel that I can make that step into adulthood, with knowing what real independence feels like.

I am going to be 18 next month, and I know that is a big step to take, a step that means something big. It is just a number and I know that, but it marks a step in life, one that means you are given the responsibility to be an individual and make choices for yourself. I have always been taken care of so well by my parents and loved ones, almost to the point when I never really had to do anything alone, and I have always appreciated that, but my year here has really shown me that I can do things alone, I can make those decisions by self and that I can be an independent person. Many of my friends here have and are turning 18, and I have gotten a see the life of an 18 year old here in Norway, and it is exciting, because they can legally drive, buy alcohol and go out to bars and so forth. Those are all cool things, but to me I believe 18 is something different, a step for me to show the world who Noah Lanphear really is. This is going to be a good year, a year followed by many years filled with big decisions, big accomplishments, and extreme growth as a person. I want my 18th birthday to represent a stepping stone in my life, I have finished my childhood years, and I am ready to take the leap into adulthood. A beginning to real responsibility!

My parents and grandparents are my inspiration in life, and they are the reason I am here right now. They have all moved away from the comforts of home , to go live in a place far away at one point in time and I can see how completely amazing people they are today because of those choices they made when they were young. None of them pushed me to do this, but simply showed me what it can do for the rest of your life. I thank all of them for giving me this opportunity, and I am and will continue to use this year to the fullest!

It is hard to think that I have less then four months left in the incredible place. I know that it is a good thing that time has flown by so fast, meaning that I have had an incredible time, but I wish it didnt have to come to end. I am not thinking about it now, because I want to use these months I have left, to explore places I havnt been, to meet people I havnt met, and to try new things. I want to be able to take back things I have seen and learned and share them with all my family and friends. I know that this year will be in my heart forever!

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

A good experience! A good now! A good life!






So, I just finished an incredible week working at an elementary school. This was an AFS work week, and to be honest at first I was a little skeptical about doing it, and the reasons for why we had to do it. but in all I am so happy I did it, and so grateful for the incredible support that was given to me during it from everyone at Sellanrå barneskole! I felt like I was part of the staff, a member of the team! Walking through the halls smiling and saying hallo to everyone, eating lunch with all the teachers and administration, and helping teach the students games, english, and about where I come from. I feel like I formed a relationship with these kids, I feel like they really wanted to learn about me and the country I come from. I talked to them about so many things, from the foods we eat, the shows we watch, the sports we play and they even wanted to learn a little about Obama and if I supported him. It was a very nice experience, and exciting to show pictures and explain different things about a place that most of them had never been before. Many were surprised to the resemblance of Puget Sound to the Molde Fjord, I had a picture with the Olympic mountains in the background and a ferry going across the water, when they saw it they didn't believe that it wasn't Molde. I was very excited to show them Qwest field and the Sounders because soccer is such a big part of their lives here. Their jaws dropped when I showed them Qwest field, the size blew them away. Molde's population is around 25,000 and Qwest field has a capacity of 67,000 meaning that more then two and a half Molde's could fit in Qwest field. So yeah they were shocked. They liked the space needle and all the tall skyscrapers. I talked with the 6th and 7th grade primarily in english because they were more the excited to show me their english skills. Although I enjoy a little break from the tiring reigns of learning norwegian once in awhile, this was actually quite frustrating, because afterwards when I needed to go be with the younger kids, I had to use my brain alot more when speaking and listening to norwegian. Overall the week was amazing, I made great little friends (who are so cute!!) and learned alot of norwegian, while feeling confident in my self to communicate with all the students and teachers.

The language is really progressing I think! I am at the point when I can communicate in norwegian, and have a conversation with others in norwegian. I think I would say that it is definitely bad norwegian (grammatically incorrect), but hey I think its a good start! It feels really good being able to form whole sentences and understand the majority of what is being said, i think the most exciting thing is feeling confident enough to go into stores and being able to ask for help or whatever in norwegian! So yeah I feel really good about norwegian now, and I will continue to push my self everyday to become better and better! My good friend here, who also an exchange student, from germany has been an extreme help! He learned norwegian faster then I though possible, and he has given me the confidence to push my self to learn it! We also decided that after New Years we would speak just norwegian, and for the most part it has happened. I feel that in just one month I have learned an incredible amount, and I have been told that it will progress even faster if i continue to focus and speak it. I have said it before but I just want to thank all my friends and family here for the incredible help and support that they have given me with the language, because my time is only getting more enjoyable now that I can join into conversations and talk to my family every night at the dinner table in norwegian, and watch norwegian TV and yeah its all just so EXCITING!!!

I decided to write this blog in just english, because this one is more for you all back in the states, and plus people here can read it anyway :p I just wanted you al to know that the language is definitely coming, and I am still doing as great as ever!

Much love, Noah!

Friday, December 31, 2010

Julestemning :)






Jul!
Jeg var veldig spent til jul, norsk mat, tradisjon, og feiring. Julen var kjempe flott, alle sammen rundt bordet, og juletreet. Vi spiste mye MYE deilig mat, sang sanger, åpnet gaver, og ga MANGE klemmer etterpå! Norsk Jul har mye tradisjoner, og jeg var så glad for å oppleve dette, jeg har ikke savnet de hjemme veldig mye denne julen... Jeg savner familien min i Seattle, men jeg elsker Norge veldig mye og jeg tenker på dette som hjemme allrede. Familien min her, er så snille! og det har vært veldig koselig denne julen med alle norske søsken her, og mye annen familie. Vi har vært på mange mange mange mange MANGE juleselskaper, og det er kjempe artig! Jeg skal aldri glemme norsk jul, fordi det er så koselig og det har veldig rike og morsomme tradisjoner.

I dag er nyttåraften, i kveld skal jeg og familien min dra til onkel, tante og søskenbarn og ha middag der. Etter på, vil det være mye fester og fyrverkeri. Det skal bli en kjempe artig kveld!

Det er litt rart å tenke på at jeg skal være i 2011, når familien min I Seattle skal forsatt være i 2010... haha bare litt rart synes...

God jul alle sammen! og ha et kjempe hyggelig nyttår!


English:

I was very excited for Christmas, the Norwegian food, the tradition, and celebrating. Christmas was amazing, everyone around the table and Christmas tree, we ate delicious food, sang songs, opened presents, and gave many hugs afterward. Norwegian Christmas has much tradition involved, and I was so excited for it, that I did not miss home that much during it. I miss my family back in Seattle, but I love Norway so much and I already think of it as a second home. My family here is so nice, and it has been so nice to have all my Norwegian siblings here, and other family all celebrating together. We have been to MANY Christmas parties and they were all so fun! I will never forget Norwegian Christmas, because it was so nice, and they have such rich and fun traditions.

Today is New Years eve, tonight my family and I are going to our uncle and aunts and cousins house for dinner :) After dinner there are many parties and fireworks. I think it will be alot of fun!

It is a little bit weird, thinking that I will be in a different year then my friends and family back home for 9 hours... just a little weird i think...

Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!

Sunday, November 28, 2010

Christmas is FAST approaching!






It has been awhile my dear ones! So..... Basically, the year is going at a pace I cannot keep up with, and to be honest it is rather scary! I am having such a rich and wonderful experience that it is hard to slow down at moments to catch a breath. I have been very busy with multiple activities, socializing with friends, learning norwegian, and trying my hardest in school and playing two sports. It is alot, but if you know me, I like to keep moving and don't really like having to much sit down time (or else i get antsy and start squirming).

Ah! Ok so, if you know... I love Ultimate Frisbee, and it has really been hard to separate my self from it this year. But in fact I do not have to do that! I have managed to find a group a kids (who already happened to be good friends) and got them excited and into the sport. At the moment they are all working on their throwing and catching abilities, but every single one of them are incredibly talented and are learning the throws extremely quickly! We are also in the process of finding a hall to rent out, because it is too cold to play out side... It has been so exciting for me to get to share my love of the game with people I really like spending time with. SO HURRAY!! :D

An update on the language. The progress is really starting to pick up, just in the past week I feel that I have really grasped ahold of alot more. I am pretty sure, and I think my norwegian Fam will agree with me on this, but it is because I am stepping up and getting past my fear and embarrassment of trying to speak it rather then just listening and thinking that I will learn it that way. I speak primarily in norwegian on Facebook now, with a few exceptions here and there. My norwegian friends and to die for! They are soooooooo supportive of me learning the language, and they work me through the challenging steps, speak only to me in norwegian and give me helpful feedback when I make a mistake. They are also always complimenting me, which is of course always nice. I have been sitting down with sisters Sunniva and Stine quite often in the evenings, and we have been working one on one or two on one with learning sentences and words I do not know. They give me a sentence in English and I have to repeat it in norwegian, and then they correct whatever it is that needs correcting. Sunniva has also started a list of words I need work on (one mistake and another word is up there!) It is getting long Sunniva :( haha, but no all of it has been extremely helpful! Thanks Ya'll!!

Christmas is fast approaching, and I am starting to get really excited for all the things that surround Christmas here! Family all around, suiting up, going to Christmas parties, and most of all the delicious food!! :D

Well I need to leave you now, I am headed out in the cold for a fun filled adventurous day! :D Hope you all are having fun, enjoying life and are keepin' it real! Love to all! I am putting some pictures up, the last three are from my extremely powerful experience with spreading Stan's ashes, and two are of the beautiful sky here.

P.S. I will be writing my blog in both norwegian and English from now on. (attempting to write in norwegian) :D

Monday, November 1, 2010

The joy continues



So, where to start? Let me begin with saying how appreciative I am of my wonderful Norwegian family and friends. I honestly feel more at home then I ever thought possible. I feel that I have really grasped ahold of some amazing friends, and become very close with my Norwegian family. I can't tell you enough how incredible people here are, they have welcomed me into their groups, invited me to social events and some even say they love me ;) I feel that I have already made lifetime friends that I plan on visiting and hopefully having them visit me. I have only been here a little over 2 months and I feel that I have been here forever. I don't think that this would be possible if it wasn't for the warmth that the people around me give. So you Norwegians reading this now TUSEN TAKK! Dere er alle fantastisk og jeg elsker dere! <3 Dats wazzzzup! ;)

I have to admit I was a little under the weather a couple weeks ago, due to the loss of Grampa Fred and not being able to be present at his memorial. I had a hard weekend, but I had a lot of support from my family back home, and my family and friends here. I just can't believe how much support I have around me, it really is an incredible thing. And I am so grateful for it. I miss Gramps, but I can feel his presence with me all the time, which is very comforting. It is November officially. November of last year I lost my other Grandfather, Stan Crow. That was an incredibly sad time, for it was very unexpected and sudden. Although it was a hard time for everyone that was close to him, it really brought everyone together and we were able to share our grief and tears amongst each other. On the 14th of November I will be spreading his ashes hopefully somewhere high and beautiful. It will be in the mountains at the peak of the cliff overlooking a beautiful sight. He had a passion for the mountains and nature, and I am very ready to set a part of him free in the beautiful nature that I am surrounded by.

I enjoy writing these posts, they allow me to express and share my journey as I am on it. I hope you all can get a picture of what I am going through, because I would wish for everyone to be able to get to have an adventure like this. It is definitely the most amazing thing I have ever taken on, and I will continue to enjoy my time here as much as possible. I will try and keep up to date on the blog entries, but my life here does a very good job of distracting me from writing blogs and so on.

I hope all is well with everyone. I love reading your comments so please tell me how you are and what you have been up to. Much love to everyone!


Tuesday, October 12, 2010

The long awaited blog post!






Sorry to you all that it has been so long since my last update, I hope you all can understand that me not writing is also a good thing, because you can know I am occupied with enjoying every moment of my life here. I feel that now is a good time to write because I just finished my first one week break on Sunday, which I spent doing many things. At the beginning of the holiday, I went with my family to their house in Bjorli, where we went on a beautiful walk, went bowling, swimming and enjoyed the extreme luxury of their exquisite house. Bjorli is a beautiful place, with so much to do. From the front door, I can see the ski slopes where we will ski, of course we have to wait for the snow :( I hope it comes soon! The rest of the week I spent hanging out with friends, seeing movies, have dinners, relaxing and of course much sleeping! It was really hard to adjust back into the normal school mode, in fact I woke up 20 minutes before school started yesterday because I slept threw my alarm clock. I had to rush to school, luckily I live so close! (I made it on time) My parents have decided that there will be no internet after 11 o'clock, I think this will be very good for me, and it will help me get good needed rest for school. They are really fantastic parents, and I trust their method of parenting entirely. After all they have raised 4 amazing children whom I love dearly!

I came here with two tasks that I needed to accomplish, and in fact one of them I have already managed to fulfill, that is eating with a knife and fork. I thought it would be impossible, but it just happened, now I do it without thinking about it. The second thing is the language, I have been really frustrated lately that I havn't been able to understand the conversations around me. The people here all speak close to perfect english, so it is no trouble having a conversation with them, but its not being able to join in one that they are all having together. So yesterday I told my family and many of my friends that I only want them to speak Norwegian to me, and if i don't understand then I want them to repeat it again slower, so that I can find the words I do know and try and form the sentence. I feel that it is very important to learn Norwegian as fast as possible now, because as the year goes on, everyone will expect me to know the language, especially in school. This leads me to my next topic, school.

School has really begun to feel natural here, the teachers know who I am, they expect me to do most of the things that all the other students do, and I have already taken a few tests, which were extremely difficult. I am trying my hardest in school and hopefully I will know Norwegian soon, so that I can really apply myself to the academics. I always knew I was mean't to be at a big school, with many kids. I love seeing lots of new and old faces everyday in the halls, I love saying hi to all the people I have either met once, or the ones I consider friends. You all probably know how loud and social I am, so its nice to get to be like all the time. I have to admit I really miss Waldorf and all my Waldork friends and teachers! They are my home, and always will be. I hope they are all doing well, and I bet its quiet and peaceful without me there ;) Just be prepared for when I return, senior year is going to be CRAZY!!! :D Ok back to Norway, Norway is Fantastic, THE END!

I hope all is well with everyone, I miss your faces, your laughs, your hugs and kisses! I will try and keep up to date with my blog but please forgive me if I can't find the time. Just know that I am doing well, and that I have been and will continue enjoying my life here!!

Much love to you all, Noah!